going deaf but really going blind

a black, black void as black as night top ten:

1. "...Do you really want to live in the same room with anyone?"
2. welcome to planet m.f.
3. broken wire magazine voice-mail reviews//tears will stream
4. oh, well, i would occupy wall street but i keep running into these ghosts i know
5. ever heard the one about the guy & his two cacti?
6. psychick video-on-demand
7. jerry misses you, too. (but i tell everyone it isn't true)
8. practical garbage in my shrine
9. terrible distance as symptom of phobic flight
10. AKA 2 close 2 touch


that thunderclap ov thrill brings no lightning strike ov lucidity.

as the blood drains from yr face

'i thought i just had a stomach ache' top ten:

1. digital sigil distracts from the poison i swallowed
2. reflexive gnosis; the light clicks off behind yr eyes
3. i love you, i'm sorry, i did not sign up for a long distance relationship
4. table at mcdonald's for one, plz
5. almost 2 years & it still kills, i mean aches, i mean hurts, i mean its okay forget it
6. saline solution dripz from my third eye
7. acquiescing to obsolescence//embracing invisibility
8. walt whitman bled into the leaves ov grass
9. iknowiamluckyiknowiamluckyiknowiamlucky( x 23 )
10.the dream where the wolf drowned the bear and that is it that is all



'finality is reached when ye have learned to digest everything.'

been down & gone so long

being chased over relative fields ov time & space top ten:

1. baddest bytch syndrome (ew to death)
2. seeping, creeping loser lifestyle
3. forgot to do my sigils & ye came right back
4. pisces paranoia
5. twin bed anxiety; don't cut off yr arm, i'll cut off my limbs
6. california grrlfriend (see also: CALIFORNIA, grrlfriend!)
7. dear carnegie hall/ love, liza minelli
8. phussy palace
9. nuthing but an accessory, datz me (studded bracelet personality)
10. "i got a new diet. bread & candy, no water."



everything is so kewl that it's kind of twzted that it's sort ov scary that it's definitely creepy that it's really dismal.

caffeine & ON DEMAND

"you look like you shop at the gap" top ten:

1. private life by oingo boingo(THAT IS OUR SONG)
2. ASSMAN
3. the things said in between the wii & glee
4. the son of clam
5. tapping you on the shoulder
6. attention soaked//still thirsty
7. caravan of my dreamz
8. how to make a bed
9. IMDbaby
10. 'we cannot even sleep/we just wake up/nothing is always something'


between all the euphemisms, the sentiment is too true xo