ultimate freakiness top ten:
1. 'how are you so rad?'
2. disassemble before the foundation hardens (aka burnitdownrebuild.net)
3.in the pool with or without you
4. millions of dead cats
5. care when i do/don't when i care
6. never rushing, never rush me
7. monopoly on violence
8. the uselessness of pleasure
9. two days a week
10. pizzahead; 'all i wanna doooooo is lay in the sun'
i want to listen to you without the subconscious noise in the background of my mind's ear.
two months are not what they seem top ten-
1. is it like breaking up or is it simple redefinition?
2. does simple redefinition exist?
3. "i want to see your face."
4. an archaeology of fallen sentiment
5. to take part in the sixth extinction, blessed be
6. secret votives, superstition
7. dress it up in white//take it out on the town
8. the science of inaccessibility
9. repackage and reconstitute a new life of maternalism!
10. the possibilities of making it out of community based academia, ever slim & slimmer

the way that anxiety crawls up your throat, the way it sits in the back of your mouth.
why is lapham's quarterly so tight?
seriously, the best twenty dollars i've spent all 'quarter'.
the most recent issue is crime & punishment. look into it.
subtextual contextual top ten:
1. womyn learning how to organize
2. how did you find a psychobilly girlfriend?
3. the books i've never read
4. holding on to you for the books you may have never read
5. a twenty eight hundred mile river that can't be forded
6. you have to take your boots off once a day
7. words can be your cult of youth
8. fuliginous attitude//spirit made decrepit
9. only fantasy will calm her down
10. the nest is impossible to disassemble
'who do you think i am? but, who do you really think i am?'
things of the recent past