i am that. it is me.

falling face first into lookbook top ten:
1. time is as much as the language applied
2. "you don't understand that humanity isn't sustainable."
3. bathing in distraction
4. fold your clothes carefully, jump away
5. what is the difference between different?
6. four saints in three acts
7. noted for an inventive use of cellophane
8. the nuclear winter is the coldest we've seen in years
9. dusted with loose tobacco
10. split open//carefully look inside



last night, i dreamt about letting all the ugliness bubble over into the light.

freak pride

scratching the center of my back top ten:
1. boys gone down the hill
2. test is a word, nature is a word
3. yourself as character in story of the eye
4. tipping the velvet
5. "i've never seen you in a band t-shirt."
6. rough sea of indoor/outdoor carpet and wasted money
7. forced to move to new york
8. life seen through a toaster
9. rest yr head on the door jam
10. extricate body from train tracks


one part hedonism, two parts malaise, then set to boil.

not enough time to tell you how i feel

in ten minutes i need to have been somewhere ten minutes ago top ten:
1. sans-serif//too much yellow
2. publicized burning man psyche
3. caloric meltdown
4. trapped in checks
5. hope for the barter system
6. "get you on the front of king magazine"
7. putting on blinders//facilitated emotional amnesia
8. you were made from dust, and to post-vape you shall return
9. wasted potential, wasted life, get wasted
10. "i dated _________ for longer than you've stayed in one college."

i could be her for you and you and you and you but not necessarily only you.

let it not be true

hear it snap as you bury it deep top ten:

1. i can read to you

2. new nu-language

3. hand over the reigns

4. our relationship has grown ten-fold(on the web)

5. what makes what makes it real to be real?

6. square honky, uptight square

7. sitting silent at the altar of george herriman

8. no identification//no self

9. a house made of the things you never use

10. he is lost in the tar pits

(11. do you think it's weird when i look at you strangely out of the corner of my eye?)

the first hints of other-ache seem sharper every time.